Comments on: Stressed OUT!!!!! http://yahwehssong.com/2009/03/05/stressed-out/ finding satisfaction in the beauty of holiness Wed, 15 Feb 2012 17:09:38 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.com/ By: latoya http://yahwehssong.com/2009/03/05/stressed-out/#comment-175 Mon, 16 Mar 2009 06:45:56 +0000 http://yahwehssong.com/?p=158#comment-175 hey kevin
I feel the same way about our church as you do. I feel that I need more help in understanding what God has in store for me. I feel that people dont ever really listen to me enough. If our church members would take more time and work with people individually and expend our knowlege and growth I think our church will become bigger faster. I really am trying to learn more about God and His Kingdom but it seems everthing around me is taking up my time. We need to work on our members more then ourselves.
for example I started at this church wanting to be more involved within the church and learn more about God. I almost quit until i realized God always seems to put me in situations where i dont belong at first. Then thoughts ran through my head about If i leave this church, how about the next person who comes along and is lost and needs a friend and needs help. who is gonna help that person, It may take awhile but eventually God will use me and i will make friends. I really dont like to wait and take my time. but it seems it is the best thing to do God does everything in HIS time.
I have always been a person who wants to save and help everyone. I always want to help that One person who has fallen and nobody wants to help because its to much work. If that person was me i would hope someone would notice and care enough not to give up on me. wouldn’t you?

As for your musiq that is something u love. That is something u are good at,so keep playing and dont worry about the crowd or anyone else. Its your worship time with God and we are just joinning in. I think God is really telling me to tell this to you because i really dont talk like this i always feel this way but i never talk this way.
Anyhow there maybe one person in our church who’s life you will change with ur musiq and u may never even no it. God is using u by giving u a gift of worship. By you worshiping Him all can and will see.

Did you no that when i started at the church i tryied to make friends so hard and nobody took the time to be my friend. so when i started to quit trying and be myself and show people that i am there to help and just be a friend to anyone. I started becomeing friends with everyone.
Aleah is one of my good friends now and i never talked to her until one day i overheard her talking to jen at there house and she was having trouble finding someone to watch her son while she was in school. I said i would right away. I have been able to help her in tons more times since then. if i would have left the church I would have never met her or been able to help her. Now we are really good friends. If it wasn’t for me taking the kingdom of God class i might have never talked to u and never met or talked to Carrie. we would never discovered limu and blu frog… lol!!! but really we are doing something in our lives for each other and might not even realized it. I never thought u guys where gonna be my good friends and now we are. I notice Carrie a few times at church and thought about saying something but I didnt think we had anything in common. But God had other plans for all of us.
So just remember just worship God, dont worry about others they’ll come and God might just have other plans for you. which honestly i believe he does and maybe even soon. HE needs some of us to do the small things and the things we take for grandit are what some of us are ment to help with.
Dont worry about the people so much u are doing good and we are all listening. Trust me!! Charles has asked me a few questions about the songs u sing. so where all listening.

sorry it is so long i just couldnt stop writting.

God bless ya
LaToya

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