Levi Graham Riner


I never knew that I would enjoy the emotions I’m feeling in my life right now. I have never been a big fan of kids. I always saw them as little nuisances that cried and whined and I just couldn’t get along with their selfishness. So I have never really wanted to have kids because of that but also because I like my time, money and quietness. Now who’s  selfish?

Anyway, we decided to have a kid and it took sometime for God to get us in the right place to do so, one of the reasons I think He moved us to Clarksville. Being here, we’ve met a lot of people our age with kids, and lots of them. I have now grown to actually liking them. One in particular that touched my heart and broke it was miss Lilly Wadham. That little girl stole my heart.

So the other day we went to find out the gender of our first child and as you can see in the picture, it’s a boy. We sat there and watched as he yawned and moved his hands and at one time it looked as if he was actually waving at us. I got so excited. Weird! He crossed his legs a lot but the nurse was able to get in there and see his “turtle”. I was thinking I could see it the whole time she was getting measurements and sure enough, that’s what it was.

So we’re having a boy! I can see baseball games, G.I. Joes, mud pies, muddy boots making mommy mad, riding the dog like a pony, and a bunch of why questions.

“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. “

Like most fathers, I have plans for my son. But he’s gonna have a mind of his own. So I only hope I can raise him in the right way and teach him to make the best decisions. I only hope he follows after the Lord and makes his purpose in life to bring Him fame!!!

An Experiment

I have found two components in my life that shouldn’t exist but do. Not because  I haven’t tried to defeat them but that they have roots that are too deep for a mere finger in the face. The two are:

  1. My strong desire to tell it like I see it
  2. Quickness to anger

On one hand the quickness to anger can lead to tell it like I see it, which can be lethal. On the other hand telling it like I see it leads to others becoming angry with me which in turn leads me to become angry as well, which can also be lethal.

One place I like to take this liberty is on Facebook. this is the one place that I feel I can be all I am and who am. But that has proven difficult with the admission of some who disagree with me smoking a pipe and flaunting it as a leader in the church. I just want to share who I really am.

Also this has become evident on Facebook by wearing my thoughts on my sleeve only to have brothers and sisters in Christ bashing my heartfelt thoughts. Maybe my fact stating is too much truth and it hurts feelings. I’m not sure.

Here lately I have dreamed of the simple life. Just dreaming. I have read books of others taking time to live simple lives and just today I was reminded of the days when I used to write a lot because I didn’t even own a computer, much less spend a lot of time using it for this or that. Yesterday, I was working out in the boondocks and it was so peaceful. I just wanted to sit on the porch and feel the breeze and watch the grass grow and God forbid, smoke my pipe.

Lately, I have a friend who has decided to limit his time on Facebook. This brought on huge response of using his time wisely and limiting his usage if it was consuming too much time and tearing his family apart. So I want to try an experiment. A bold one but a necessary one at best.

Since I tend to get irritable at a lot of comments I am going to spend a week and limit myself not necessarily to looking at Facebook, but interacting. My post amounts will become very small. They will also cease to have any negativity. As much as I like to complain about certain things in life, mostly the government, I am going to try not be so negative. Maybe that is a possible cause for all my aggravation.

I really hate that I can’t be honest because so many people get upset at truth. I don’t like to be shallow and fragile but it seems to have no friction on Facebook, that’s what has to happen. So meet my little experiment.

So you might ask what do I intend on accomplishing by my little frolic away. Here’s a list:

  1. To spend time with my wife
  2. To write more in my blog
  3. To read more in the word
  4. To write more music
  5. To learn to appreciate time
  6. To break my habit of a silly website
  7. To enjoy the simple things in life

Goosfraba

Lasaters: My POV!!!

Back home in Columbia there was a coffee shop that I had the wonderful privilege to play music at and frequent to coffee so much that they knew me by name and I didn’t even have to order. I walked right in and they said, “Hey Kevin, the usual?” and I would reply with an excited “YES!!!”. They have since closed down since my moving here, so I have heard, and my heart has broken because they were a wonderful group of people who ran Siberia. God bless to Kelly and his family if they ever read this blog.

Lasater’s is a local coffee shop here in Clarksville. One thing that I have had problems with since moving to Clarksville is finding the right coffee shop that can make an amazing Caramel Machiatto. Lasater’s I believe has nailed my love, hands down. It just doesn’t get any better than they’re Caramel Machiatto.  St. Arbucks can take the backseat. Your not all that saintly. Border’s is fine but doesn’t meet my standards, plus I don’t like your hours. Must suck being a coffee shop stuck in a mall and can’t open till 10 and close at 6 on Sundays and 9 on weekdays. Your missing most of your  peak traffic time. Joe Muggs, you will never meet to the challenge.

Needless to say Lasater’s is where my fix is at and you can’t even miss em. One on Wilma Rudolph, one on Riverside, and now one opening over near Sango. All that’s left is to get the soldiers hooked near post. BTW, we desperately NEED a good coffee shop on Ft. Campbell Blvd. When I’m craving a coffee before church, I have nowhere to go. And believe you, me. I’m not wasting my time with wannabe coffee brewers like Duncan Donuts and McDonalds. Give me a break. I laugh at the mere mention of their name to grab a decent coffee. So if any of the Lasater’s crew reads this. How about a little over on the Blvd. Believe me, there is NO competition. You will have full reign of that side of town. Muggsy’s closes at two in the afternoon. That, I cannot answer why.

I thank you!!!

Steering Through the Chaos book review

Steering Through Chaos is an eye opener in many ways for me. Our church is going through a huge transition changing leaders and it has given us many strategies to attack our insecurities and questions while trying to deal with the unknown future.

This book could not have been more timely in our situation and it has made me rethink how clear our vision needs to be in order to move forward through the chaos. Scott Wilson lays out the difficult task of bringing people on board to make changes and move forward even when it seems the church should ride out the wave of succeeding plans with the sigmoid curve.

The most impacting chapter for me was on corporate prayer. In this chapter he lays out his interest in the fact meetings should be more about seeking and approaching God first and business second. I have found that seeking God in business centered meetings seem to be lacking and it needs to be a necessity in order to move forward with the plans God has for our church. The fact that Scott stepped up the game on his elders and made them think and understand that prayer is an integral part of decision-making was astounding.

Through our difficult transitions, we as the leadership of our church have found the things Scott Wilson has written about to be helpful and appropriate for our situation. I can only praise God for a book that has come at the right time to help us in our time of uncertainty and doubt.

I Don’t Believe You

I hate church signs. I think they are a great way for the world to see a smart allick attitude from the church. I live in an army town and I just wanna gather as many RPGs I can find and go to town across this great nation destroying every church sign I come across.

So I passed by one today. It wasn’t necessarily smart allick but I totally disagree with what it said.

“God loves you just the way you are.”

Um… no He doesn’t. This may stem from an old song we used to sing in the Baptist church Just As I Am. But that song is talking about coming to God just as we are. God loves us enough to accept us where we are at but He loves us so much not to leave us there.

A good friend frequently used to say, “I’m tired of being stretched.” I totally understand since moving to an army town. I have been stretched far beyond the limit I had imposed on myself. I’m sure you’ve been in the same place where God was doing so much changing in your life that you couldn’t bear to be stretched any more.

Well God loves us too much to leave us where we first came to him at. That’s why I say I disagree that God loves us just as we are. Yeah, He loves us but where are we at?

If were being sinful, God hates that. So He doesn’t love us where we are if were being sinful. If were saved by grace God is continually sanctifying us and finishing the work He started in us. He doesn’t love us just where we are.

He sees something better in us so He stretches and pushes and sanctifies us. He loves us, just not how we are.

So please Mr. sign man. I firstly beg you to destroy your sign. But if that’s not a possibility, at least get it right.

YES WE CAN

1 Corinthians 1:18-19; 26-31

18For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God. 19For it is written:
“I will destroy the wisdom of the wise;
the intelligence of the intelligent I will frustrate.”…

…26Brothers, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you were wise by human standards; not many were influential; not many were of noble birth. 27But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. 28He chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things—and the things that are not—to nullify the things that are, 29so that no one may boast before him. 30It is because of him that you are in Christ Jesus, who has become for us wisdom from God—that is, our righteousness, holiness and redemption. 31Therefore, as it is written: “Let him who boasts boast in the Lord.”

You know what I love about this piece of scripture (I hate the word passage)? It says that I don’t have to have a MD or Bachelor’s to carry out the great commission.

Something I have been dealing with in myself lately and had a conversation with a great friend in Christ today is should we or should we not concern ourselves with a higher education in biblical theology or any other biblical studies. Is studying on our own good enough to handle the worldly-wise?

I understand that the bible says to study to show yourself  approved or does it mean “study”? Different translations leave out the word ‘study’ and insert the idea of being diligent and intentional in your work for God that you may be found approved and not lazy.

So I’m not asking should we not study, oh no. I like to study. It’s fun to learn new things. But I am asking the question how much? You see I wrestle with the thought I will never be good as those that are “famous” in the faith with knowledge that would put me to shame ie.; Rob Bell, Rick Warren, Andy Stanley, Mark Driscoll, John Piper. I could go on but these are names that’s thrown around my circle of friends.

What about Billy Graham? Not to downplay his work in Christ but I would say he wasn’t a big theologian. He was simple-minded per se. He brought the gospel, Christ the son of God, died and rose on the third day and now sits at the right hand of God.

I have never been to seminary. Should I go? I would like to just to have the extra knowledge but should I. Can I not carry out the great commission without a degree. Can I not grow a church without a diploma from some seminary? Is it possible.

All this to rambling to say a resounding YES WE CAN!!!! Why? Because it’s not me alone. God said If you lift me up, I will draw all men to me (John 12:32). You see, we can get all lost on biblical theology and drive ourselves in the ground debating what this means and that means when Jesus simply told us to go throughout the world preaching and baptizing in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. I think I can do that without a degree. For who am I trying to gain popularity with in my knowledge. My purpose is to make Jesus famous, popular, and known.

Do you disagree?

Th scriptures above tell of God taking the foolish and confounding the wise, the weak to confound the strong. The disciples weren’t learned, yet they succeeded in furthering the gospel. Peter said that Paul was too difficult to understand (2 Peter 3:14-16).  Sometimes… people can be too smart. Sometimes… they can be too smart for their own good! I think this is one of the reasons he said come to Him as a child. Because children don’t over evaluate things. They see it like it is.

Can we do damage to the kingdom of Hell for the sake of the Kingdom of God through my weakness and  lack of knowledge. YES WE CAN!!!!

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